Chains

They bind and confine
The cold emotionless links that keep the beast caged and
Restrain ones own will
The rattling steel shackles that hold us back and keep us imprisoned

These iron bonds constrict and grasp
Forcing us inside unbreaking armor keeping us bound
They are cruel and strong, creating a barrier of interlocking manacles
Preventing anyone from escape

We remain cuffed and contained
With no hope of freedom

We are chained

Random Thought

Just had a random thought...I know I just posted but still feel like I want to type this out before it fades.

Life has become boring and monotonous. I wake up each day, go to class, come back to my room and do nothing. Maybe Ill hang out with friends later on. I just feel like Im going through this life for nothing. I'd much rather drop out, find a simple job, and just go live near my cousins. Lead a simple life. I guess Im just getting tired of my life the way it is. Same shit, different day sorta thing. Im just waiting for that one thing to happen and just totally mess my life up, make it more interesting, make me look forward to waking up in the morning.

Lonely

So its getting closer and closer to my birthday, only 6 days left. Despite it being a fun time of year, I cant help dreading it. I will once again be spending my birthday alone, being single that is. I dont know why its so hard for me to meet a girl and start a relationship. I fairly normal as far as normal is concerned. Once in a relationship Im honest, caring, and dedicated...Maybe one day Ill meet someone who I can share these with.

On a positive note, Ill be seeing a lot of my cousins on my upcoming break from school. Wednesday before thanksgiving Ill be getting totally hammered with them, which is good cause I just need to escape reality for awhile. Then thursdays thanksgiving, friday is our black light party and saturday I get to drink with my friends. Again though, friday is gonna end up leaving me with a feeling of lonliness when I go home and have no one to be with. I guess Im simply looking for something more...