So its getting closer and closer to my birthday, only 6 days left. Despite it being a fun time of year, I cant help dreading it. I will once again be spending my birthday alone, being single that is. I dont know why its so hard for me to meet a girl and start a relationship. I fairly normal as far as normal is concerned. Once in a relationship Im honest, caring, and dedicated...Maybe one day Ill meet someone who I can share these with.
On a positive note, Ill be seeing a lot of my cousins on my upcoming break from school. Wednesday before thanksgiving Ill be getting totally hammered with them, which is good cause I just need to escape reality for awhile. Then thursdays thanksgiving, friday is our black light party and saturday I get to drink with my friends. Again though, friday is gonna end up leaving me with a feeling of lonliness when I go home and have no one to be with. I guess Im simply looking for something more...
About Me
- XxJesterxX
- Im never really sure what to write in these sections. I guess you could consider me to be just another normal guy. Chances are you'll pass me in the street and never give me a second thought, which is a shame really, cause I feel like I have a lot to offer you. Whoever you are, that is. I go through life thinking...a lot. I tend to focus more on thinking about what could be rather then what is. I guess Im just trying to find a reason to just keep waking up in the morning. Just looking for something more.
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